confused

26 mei 2009

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I wonder if I'm still in love with you.
I wonder if you're still in love with me.
Could it be all in my dreams?
Or are my thoughts trying to bring you back to me.
Could our love for each other still be that strong?
Or is it that our love is just made for us.
Can we love another person and still love each other.
Or can it be that it was meant to happen this way to see, feel, and grow.
To once again love each other in the way we once loved each other.
Could I love a man and still have my heart beat for you.
Could you love a woman and still have your heart beat for me.
Are you the one that got away?
Am I the one that got away?
If I wasn't still hurt that day you asked me to be your wife in front of the church.
Would we have made it all the way?
Would our love have stayed strong for so long.
For I have all these questions but no answers.
Just a feeling in my heart that won't go away.
I know you're my first true love.
I know that I'm your only true love.
But are we soul mates?
Or are we just one being living different lives.
Could our love be that strong that it keeps holding on for this long?

you

You hate me.
I know you.
You wanted it this way.
So why don't you.
Grow up !
You should've called.
And kept in touch.
Even though things,
weren't enough.
Best friends last forever.
No matter what goes on between them.

Exam SENI . kne lukis ? Aduii !

24 Mei 2009 

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arrgghhh ! Siott nyee , cm ne esok ? aku kne lukis bende alah nii . susah plakk . Nii pon lukis cincai jee ohh . Damn ! susa aaa . Pening pala . ggrrr ! tlg bg komen tentang ini lukisan . Bole tak ?ni pon aku tiru balik yg apit lukis . perrghh ! gila susa ! 

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Dah nak habiss ? >.<

20 Mei 2009
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Hmm..Pejam celik pejam celik dh nk abis dh berubat nii.grrr! Nanti kt mane laa pulak kan kan kan. Bosan nyee,Tak dpt laa nk bahan bdkbdk lagi ngan shafiq! Haihh. Tak pe laa kan,janji kite dpt msg dan kutukkutuk lagi dlm hp pon jadi laa.HAHA.Haaa!Cite pasal shafiq,teringat plak aku kat sorang minah nii.Aduii! Tk tahan btol lahh. Cam nk gelak sampai gulingguling jee. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Ngokngok! Haihhh.Tk phm btol aku ngan sorg minah nii,dah tau shafiq tuu tk suke lyn kau lagi nk tehegeh hegeh. Kan best kne perli ngan shafiq td.Segan kauu! Baru kau tau cmne perangai sbena si mamat tuu kan. Cam cibai jee. Sekepale jee ngan aku. HAHAHA! Pedas pedas! Baru dea perli jee,Blom lg dea jujur ngan kauu. HAHA lawak lawakkk. Heyyyy minah oii! Shafiq ckp kat aku kan, "EYRA,SHAFIQ TK SKE LAH KT BDKBDK GILA TUU.GELI MATT!". Aha! Weyy,lupa kan jee laa. Si mamat tuu sudah berpunya. So,lupa kan dan kau tk yah laa nk tehegeh hegeh lagi okay ;)

p/s dari shafiq : Suda2 laa kaco idop aku,mu nii kan.Aku bkn nk mu pon!(dlm bhs kelantan)

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Happy birthday DARLING <33

Ohh dear Koliee <33

17 Mei 2009
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Happy birthday to you darling ! Hope happy selalu ya ! Semoga kau happy dgn harihari yg kau lalui selepas ini ;) Aku sayang kau sesangat ! ily <33

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budak kelantan?aduii aku nii.

12 mei 2009

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shafiq?aduii.asal aku xley lupe kn kau?ape kau buad kat aku nii?smalam aku nk tido pon ingat kat kau jee.xabisabis muke kau jee.asal ha?xpena aku ter-BAYANG muke sesape cm aku terbayang muke kau.kau bgth tok AJI ea yg kau slalu pandang2 aku?ke kau ber-UBAT nii?perghh!jgn doe,aku pon de jln sendiri.jgn r maen ubat ber-UBAT nii.xbest r cmni!haishh.mlm ni aku xpegi masjid berubat,ntah aku ni xley dok diam.xnmpk kau sehari da cm org gila weyy!asal?asal?pe dh jadi kat aku nii.pe kau dh buad ni shafiq?

 

aku rindu kau,shafiq ! 

mood ilang. 

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pening

12 Mei 2009
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huh! today xdpt r kite jmpe kawankawan kite ohh.sedih nye..isk2..bukan sebab nk pindah ke ape,tapi bab xdpt nk pegi skola r.kepala buad hal plak dh.haishh.xdpt nk tawaf ngan fatin hari ni.tkpe tkpe,esok masih ada.hee ;p hmm..knp kepala slalu buat hal ea?nasib nasib.
ha!skrg kite kat umh,xtau nk buad ape nii.penat plus letih plus bosan plus saket.nk masak dh siap dh masak,nk kemas umh pg td dh kemas dh,nk tido xde mood nk tido(kne ade mood plak) hmm..mcmmcm ah!hari ni subjek ape ea? hmm..nk wat revision fr exam ah!exam nk dkt dh nii.next week exam.bapak takot nyee(mk xtkt).kite nk lulus doe! STUDY STUDY STUDY! yay! mama kite pesan "STUDY STUDY jugak,SOLAT jgn lupa!" yee mama,xakan lupa punya lahh! ngee:D

to be continue........

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tawaf

11 Mei 2009
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hee. hey hey you you ! ;p
today sanad sanad penat mehh.aduii.sbelum msok kelas pd pukul1.15 tgh hri td,kite kne tugas at KANTIN skola yg ter-AMAT-lah bosan! grr! aha.lepas tugas,kite naek r ats nk g kelas.tetibee at klas kite xnmpk bdkbdk klas kite pon.kite dh r lupe SUBJEK ape first.ley bantai dok dlm klas sesorang,lame plak tuu kite dok dlm tuu seorg(biasa lah,dah tua la kate kan).HAHA ;p , tetibee kite ter-FIKIR yg hari ni hari isnin,first SUBJEK ialah SCIENCE ! dlm hati dh menjeritjerit "aduhh ! pegi MAKMAL lahh ! mati r aku if lambat masok nii,kne tibai r sat g" (sambil berlari 100meter g makmal)HAHA;p penatpenat. grr! masok makmal,kite buad muka baek jee,tchr kat dpn da usha pelik.HAHA;D (jgn mara ye ckgu,sy lupa r ;p) tchr mesti bengang ohh.HAHAHA ;)) siot btol.aha! then,lepas msok sume kje yg tchr bg td,tepat mase SCINCE abes! de plak bdk TAMIL klas kite bawak maenan at skola. ley bantai maen kat dlm makmal tuu. HAHA tchr mntk baekbaek,xnk bg plak dh.mmg kitorg 1 klas kepong bdk tuu. ingat kan ape r td ruperupe nye MAGNET jee. HAHAHAHA:DD lahanat nyee bdk ! buad penat kite jee! cis! lepas habes sume tuu,membe ajak TAWAF kat blok form1 plak,nk tgok ADEK ANGKAT kate nye.kite pon ikot r dea,kalau 1 hari xtawaf kat skola ni,haishh xsah hidop dea kate nyee. HAHA ;p kite yg nk jage hati membe pon ikot jee r.syg membe kate kan. HAHA ;D lepas abes tawaf,kitorg masok klas. fuhh! penat gilak! ley rse cm nk ter-CABUT jee kaki ni ha. HAHA ;)) btw,TODAY MMG BEST ! yay !

*ILOVEMYFRIEND'S ! fatinnabilamuhammad && syahirahrahim <33

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ha,dlm kitorg yg tgah happy ni.ley plak de membe kite sedih,bab hd kne rampas ngan tchr.perghh! hari isnin g bawak hp?aduii masalah r.hmm..nk tlg but xsempat r ohh.hmm..kesian tira.saba la ehh.kite happy jee r dulu. okay dear ! tak mao sedey sedey !

happy befday AQERUL AQEEL !

Aku doa kan kau sihat && bahgia dsamping keluarga kau. Aicehh !

Semoga panjang umo an dmurah kn rezeki . Amin !

pagi isnin yg pelik ;)

ehh, pagi nii apsal aku rajin sgt ha ? pe yg buad aku jadi rajin && rajin . perghh ! gila ahh . haha ;p aku pon tk tao asal ngan pagi nii . mybe de perkare yg membuad kan aku jadi rajin . kan kan kan . yela kan , tk pe na aku rajin mcm nii . hari nii jee lah yg aku paling rajin , sampai ke lua rumah aku kemas . hahaha ;DD dasat dasat ;p korg pena ke buad cm aku ? tak mungkin lah . hahaha ;DD (perasan jee aku rajin.hahaha) then, aku kua g kdai beli sarapan ngan qilah, time nk pegi tuu qilah bawak,patu ley plak de makcik gedik+gile+bajet cun gedikgedik jln dpn lorong umh aku,ngan bangga nye bontot tonggek. hahaha ;DD ley bantai plak qilah jerit kat situ "haishh ! tergedikgedik,jln tekedekkedek". kitorang gelak nk pecah perut ohh , pagipagi kutuk makcik gedik+gile+bajet cun tuu . hahahahahahahahhahaha ;DD

tidak lama kemudiann . . . (pengganti A SAMAD SAID,ahaha ;DD)

dh dekat ngan kedai yg dituju . haha ley plak break moto BERBUNYIKK SGT MERDU ! hahaha aku dh malu dh kat situ , aha kitorang tk jadi nk benti kat situ , haha (malu ohh ! grr !) qilah da cover yg terbaek dari ladang . . . hahaha ;DD bawak moto sampai skolah, de pulak dua buah lori yg cm lahanat lagi cibai , nk bawak cm tk reti bawak jee . ley plak jln tgahtgah line . apak dea . kne maki ngan aku plak . kan dh kne . . bodoh punya olang ! hahaha . dh nk dkt smpai skkcb , ade pulak seekor anjing . aku dh la fobia doe ! ritu bawak moto kne keja ngan anjing at taman mawar . (haha,lahanat btol) . qilah pon pusing balik , hahaha aku dah gelakgelakgila . cm nk gulingguling jee atas moto tuu . haha .

cam lahanat jee ohh . penat aku pagi nii . haishh . gtg ;) sambung nanti ;)

Lahanat ! saje je lah !

if i could put it in a bottle , i would choose only that night , wrap it with cotton candy & put the cap on light . 

mybe i'll let it float away to join the constellations , then wish upon them again , this time 4 its isolation . 

i just wanted to be the sunlight in your universe , to paint you the colours of rainbows & sunsets . 

how did it come to this ? i used to be so certain , i guess i'm paying the price , 4 letting the fire burn . 

it was the cruelest joke to play, got me high , i ran in places , up the mountains , down the valleys , follow the river into the sea .

chasing after the glad eye , till my legs are heavy , running into the deceiving , gret blanket of diamonds ! i should keep at the shallow end , i don't want to swim anymore lest i drown again in the excitement of the game .

had i been touching the thorns of a rose , mybe it was the paint , the only attraction . 

merepek ape ntah . idk ;)