confused

26 mei 2009

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I wonder if I'm still in love with you.
I wonder if you're still in love with me.
Could it be all in my dreams?
Or are my thoughts trying to bring you back to me.
Could our love for each other still be that strong?
Or is it that our love is just made for us.
Can we love another person and still love each other.
Or can it be that it was meant to happen this way to see, feel, and grow.
To once again love each other in the way we once loved each other.
Could I love a man and still have my heart beat for you.
Could you love a woman and still have your heart beat for me.
Are you the one that got away?
Am I the one that got away?
If I wasn't still hurt that day you asked me to be your wife in front of the church.
Would we have made it all the way?
Would our love have stayed strong for so long.
For I have all these questions but no answers.
Just a feeling in my heart that won't go away.
I know you're my first true love.
I know that I'm your only true love.
But are we soul mates?
Or are we just one being living different lives.
Could our love be that strong that it keeps holding on for this long?

you

You hate me.
I know you.
You wanted it this way.
So why don't you.
Grow up !
You should've called.
And kept in touch.
Even though things,
weren't enough.
Best friends last forever.
No matter what goes on between them.

Exam SENI . kne lukis ? Aduii !

24 Mei 2009 

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arrgghhh ! Siott nyee , cm ne esok ? aku kne lukis bende alah nii . susah plakk . Nii pon lukis cincai jee ohh . Damn ! susa aaa . Pening pala . ggrrr ! tlg bg komen tentang ini lukisan . Bole tak ?ni pon aku tiru balik yg apit lukis . perrghh ! gila susa ! 

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Dah nak habiss ? >.<

20 Mei 2009
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Hmm..Pejam celik pejam celik dh nk abis dh berubat nii.grrr! Nanti kt mane laa pulak kan kan kan. Bosan nyee,Tak dpt laa nk bahan bdkbdk lagi ngan shafiq! Haihh. Tak pe laa kan,janji kite dpt msg dan kutukkutuk lagi dlm hp pon jadi laa.HAHA.Haaa!Cite pasal shafiq,teringat plak aku kat sorang minah nii.Aduii! Tk tahan btol lahh. Cam nk gelak sampai gulingguling jee. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Ngokngok! Haihhh.Tk phm btol aku ngan sorg minah nii,dah tau shafiq tuu tk suke lyn kau lagi nk tehegeh hegeh. Kan best kne perli ngan shafiq td.Segan kauu! Baru kau tau cmne perangai sbena si mamat tuu kan. Cam cibai jee. Sekepale jee ngan aku. HAHAHA! Pedas pedas! Baru dea perli jee,Blom lg dea jujur ngan kauu. HAHA lawak lawakkk. Heyyyy minah oii! Shafiq ckp kat aku kan, "EYRA,SHAFIQ TK SKE LAH KT BDKBDK GILA TUU.GELI MATT!". Aha! Weyy,lupa kan jee laa. Si mamat tuu sudah berpunya. So,lupa kan dan kau tk yah laa nk tehegeh hegeh lagi okay ;)

p/s dari shafiq : Suda2 laa kaco idop aku,mu nii kan.Aku bkn nk mu pon!(dlm bhs kelantan)

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Happy birthday DARLING <33

Ohh dear Koliee <33

17 Mei 2009
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Happy birthday to you darling ! Hope happy selalu ya ! Semoga kau happy dgn harihari yg kau lalui selepas ini ;) Aku sayang kau sesangat ! ily <33

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budak kelantan?aduii aku nii.

12 mei 2009

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shafiq?aduii.asal aku xley lupe kn kau?ape kau buad kat aku nii?smalam aku nk tido pon ingat kat kau jee.xabisabis muke kau jee.asal ha?xpena aku ter-BAYANG muke sesape cm aku terbayang muke kau.kau bgth tok AJI ea yg kau slalu pandang2 aku?ke kau ber-UBAT nii?perghh!jgn doe,aku pon de jln sendiri.jgn r maen ubat ber-UBAT nii.xbest r cmni!haishh.mlm ni aku xpegi masjid berubat,ntah aku ni xley dok diam.xnmpk kau sehari da cm org gila weyy!asal?asal?pe dh jadi kat aku nii.pe kau dh buad ni shafiq?

 

aku rindu kau,shafiq ! 

mood ilang. 

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pening

12 Mei 2009
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huh! today xdpt r kite jmpe kawankawan kite ohh.sedih nye..isk2..bukan sebab nk pindah ke ape,tapi bab xdpt nk pegi skola r.kepala buad hal plak dh.haishh.xdpt nk tawaf ngan fatin hari ni.tkpe tkpe,esok masih ada.hee ;p hmm..knp kepala slalu buat hal ea?nasib nasib.
ha!skrg kite kat umh,xtau nk buad ape nii.penat plus letih plus bosan plus saket.nk masak dh siap dh masak,nk kemas umh pg td dh kemas dh,nk tido xde mood nk tido(kne ade mood plak) hmm..mcmmcm ah!hari ni subjek ape ea? hmm..nk wat revision fr exam ah!exam nk dkt dh nii.next week exam.bapak takot nyee(mk xtkt).kite nk lulus doe! STUDY STUDY STUDY! yay! mama kite pesan "STUDY STUDY jugak,SOLAT jgn lupa!" yee mama,xakan lupa punya lahh! ngee:D

to be continue........

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